#42

i still keep your messages in my phone
idk when am i going to delete all
i know im no longer in your buddies list
but you still in my friends and family list
im lazy to reset
btw, you are the one that i talked so much with in fb
just now my hand automatically go browse and see
fan jian!!!
our conversation is up to 4000+
so damn much
some of the guys i dint even reply although they keep saying hi and hello to me
you should know i treat you not the same
i have my own base line
and i treated you over than my base line
this is the reason i take long to forget you.
you should not deliver wrong message to me
make me confuse with your heart
now you are in a relationship
i hope you really really can treat her better
and give her confident that you just look into her
i emo emo xia jiu hao le
hope you doesnt see my blog.
i dont want you to say im annoy.
2330 good night.


#41

今晚的我很emo
好想听见你的声音
好想你就在我身旁
好想要你安慰我
好想你听我说话
好想你摸我的头
跟我说
我会没事的



#40

我觉得蛮有意思的
你呢? 

有个人,爱过了,就结束了
有句话,说过了,就后悔了
有道伤,痛过了,就麻木了
有颗心,颠过了,就破碎了

一段亲情,过密了,就断绝了
一段友情,过近了,就稀释了
一段爱情,过深了,就剧终了
一段路口,过难了,就错选了

。。。请拿走我和你的一切



#39

28th April 2012
early in the morning, Jean and me have to wake up ady
for the JCLA purpose
yup, we have a Long Time Meeting again
Oscar drove us to campus
then design stuff again
the Event Flow, Poster and  Bunting.







Event Flow




First Poster Design(too dark)



















then change to this (2nd design)























the Bunting. 


Jean and Bryan leave early. they had performance at night.
Albert said he need designers 
i cant get permission to go back villa 
sad~
at night, lemon and eve cycle their super bike and come villa dinner with me
hees
actually we got called jh and ang also
but they were quite busy
so just 3 of us go dsert makan
Eve suddenly said called Bruce to join
then Bruce just come la and yum cha together 
Albert ask us to go his house meeting a while again
i refuse to go
then Bruce sent me back home
knw something from him
haha
but not a big deal la.
just a small secret only


#38

最近我觉得我的EMO POST 逐渐少了
是不是我的心快痊愈了呢?
或者因为我在学校没看到你
一切都成定局了
你也IAR了,我再想下去也没用
默默地拿来回味下就好了
酱可以吧。
mid term 要来了。
我也要准备打仗的家具了。
掰!

#37

it's 7am in the morning now
and yea. im here to update my blog
-.-
you must be wondering
today is Saturday and why i still need to wake up so early
and tot i must be crazy
"bu shi ba"(East Malaysia slang)
later 9am i have JCLA meeting again
Albert wants to finalize the entire things
but i sure this is not the last meeting we have
oh shit, enuff 
i should talk about last night
because of im so tired i dint update you guys on time
:)
started with my Commerce Mathematic 062 tutorial
the class started at 8am
but i skipped because i cant wake up
because the day before that i late sleep
then ECS tutorial
Miss Punes( new ecs tutorial lecture)gave us practice on Impromptu Speech
when i heard bout giving speech
i got nervous and butterfly inside my stomach again
i can use with the mic naturally if you ask me to sing
but helly not talk okay
urghhh
after the class, me and Clement go cafe makan
met Xiao Mei and her friends
Clement also knew them
they used different eyesight to look at us
and i knw what happened liao
so waht to do?
explained la
explained that kami cin ca cin ca saja kawan sahaja
abbuhhh (East Malaysia slang)
after eating, they go back and i went to library look for Lemon
Jean and Eng also there
suddenly Bryan came in, following by Bruce
Bryan was here to teach them accounting
Bruce was just accompany Bryan i think
I gave the photoshop file to Bruce and taught him how to use as well
he said his brother going to design a t shirt 
so he wanted to get some idea from me
end of that, Evelyn now only joined us
she brought Lemon's guitar also
im so happy because i knew tonight im going to enjoy the guitarist playing guitar liao
Bryan brought his guitar as well
stayed until 7pm, we go Music Room
my first time went in, then Bryan and the two singer( Jean , Easter) practice their song
Pump Out Kids
while Lemon and Bruce were playing the song " You Belong With Me"
Jean got make a record when Bryan solo his guitar with the english song he sang during the Lambir Camp
wow,he sang very well. :)
8.50pm is the last bus for Friday
so we cant stay long in the music room
sad~
Bruce and Bryan unlocked their super bike and gave to Evelyn and Lemon to keep
then five of us (BB, Jean, Easter and me) went re re shen to makan together
the time we finish Evelyn and Lemon reached dps also
they came by super bike
ahahaha
kik (East Malaysia slang)
wait them finish their dinner, all of them sent us back to Villa.
hmm, not bad.
it's a good day. :D

Stay Tuned. :D


#36

after the group study, i went back villa and sleep only
actually just wanna to rest a while
who know i fall asleep so FAST
and dint even set alarm
luckily i automatically wake up on the next day on time
exactly is the time what i want to set
lol
then wait for shuttle bus to go campus
but i also late for accounting tutorial class
wth la. this is the only subject i late for every tutorial class
accounting, why you no predestined with me???
suan le, than i go cafe to buy bread and eat
met Bruce, then Bryan also.
-.- i dint bring purse to campus luckily Bryan there
then he helped me to pay first.
goshh
after that go library study alone, going to finish the commerce mathematics for ytd one
who knew when i looked at question
i do and i stuck again
i know kar yee is a facebooker
so i inbox him and asked him to save me
haa, he came and taught me
why you so good de. :)
my next class is accounting lecture at 2.30pm
when i go in the lecture hall, David ard teaching
-.- im late to lecture class again?!
it started at 2.00pm la
omg, what happened to me today oh!
fine, i will rmb for the following weeks. hmm

#35

25th April, ecs presentation day...i dressed up nicely in the morning 
when other group presenting, i was so nervous..
Miss Crystal keep on asking question for the slides
i am worry when she asked about my part i dont knw how to answer
probably one group will take about 15-20 minutes for their presentation
but because of Crystal ask this ask that become 35 minutes ard
LOL
and that's the reason my group had to postpone to next Tuesday
because of the lack of time
God..what? i have to bring back this worry to home? i hate it..
i tot i can faster finish these presentation so that my burden will become lesser
haih
after the presentation, go for Malaysian Studies and go chit chat only
do senang senang stuff then class dismiss
at night, natalie,clement,lemon's brother(ang kar yee) and me going for dinner together at hao peng you
the restaurant which i said have to wait so long one. but the food okay la.
met bruce de brother there, but he don knw me la.
four of us chat a lot in the restaurant. :)
after that group study at clement's house
kar yee taught us Commerce Mathematics 062
im so noob in the Log Part
after he taught, i think i know how to do ard but still need someone to guide me beside
almost every question after i do i will ask him am i correct
oh shit..like this how to go for mid term and my worksheet two o!!!
we studied about 3 hour + then they sent me back to villa.
ps: thank you kar yee. :D
 

#34

Something which catch my attention in FACEBOOK. :D


amazing 3D art.


true.all bout S eleven. :S

i love to sleep. SO WHAT!


all i have is always complicated, no iar. :S






#33

today my Effective Communication Skills class discuss about the advantages and disadvantages of FACEBOOK
one of the disadvantages we discussed was distanced family relationship
Facebook took over the chance and opportunity to chat or do something together with our family
i realize that is so true
i often do that in IPOH
facing my lappy all the time if im at home
right now i miss my family
h.o.m.e.s.i.c.k

#32

做人一定要。。。

经得起誆言
受得起敷衍
忍得起欺骗
望得了诺言
看得开背叛
酱自己才不容易陷进去
这是我最近学会的东西。

我玩得起!!!



#30

我没想到我们也会像她那样走到那种地步
天真的我以为我们会比她长久
没想到。。。
哈,我在诉苦罢了。
可别以为我在 emo 哦。
CV big day. 我要来了。
等我,不过在那之前我有presentation and small test eh.
ishhh。


#29

明明很伤心
却还在笑

明明很在乎
却装作无所谓

明明很想留下
却坚定的说要离开

明明很痛苦
却偏偏装自己很幸福

明明忘不了
却说已经不痛了

明明放不下
却假装无所谓

明明舍不得
却说我已经受够了

明明说的是假话
却说那是自己的真心话

明明知道自己很受伤
却还故作坚强说我没事


*但我知道已经无法换回
   我也不为你折着了



#28

actually i want to thank Albert
his demand for my design is high
i tot im the one who ard counted as good in Art
but i still have the insufficient part which can be ban by him
though he is not good in Art ( I Bet), haha
but he is has a great leadership 
im been forced to download the font from Google today
wow,the fonts really different from those which ard provided in MS Word.
the name tag for JCLA. i designed it  yesterday.





front part.











back part.








and i used two hours to complete this poster to Elton.
( For the Malaysian Studies Project )























#27

found something interesting in facebook.

i like these sentence.

"明明不是陌生人,却装得比陌生人还要陌生。"
 
"如果有一天你走进我的心里,你一定会哭,因为里面都是你。
 如果有一天我走进你的心里,我也会哭,因为那里没有我。
 我以为只要我认真喜欢你,就能打动你。 
 但原来到最后却只是打动了我自己。 "

"just because we don't talk doesn't mean i don't think about you.i'm just trying  to distance myself because i know i can't have you. "


#26

就这样我的tuition free week 就完了
我嫌它不够长
我还没去海边,也还没和那些疯婆一起唱k
也还没温习功课
真的要死咯

16 april, 
hong pin brough jean, me , and lemon go Boulevoud
to repair lemon's lappy
then go Shabu Shabu eat steamboat
something like parade MP jiang
but this restaurant is bad 
the beef is so thin
the noodles is little
the soup little and tasteless
the Set more vege less meat
air cond not cold enough
waiter not pro enuf',not good in explaining
and it is expensive also.
now only i know ipoh MP is a good cafe. LOL
after that, hong ping fetched us go Ming Cafe
met her friends there (all 92)
then she fetched us back to villa and lakeside.
she's very kind. willing to drive us in and out. 
thankyou hong ping. :)


#25

its Saturday morning.
i have a cruel nightmare ytd.
the nightmare take over my big brother
i cried till hell in the midnight
i realized he is an important person to me
he's the one who can keep my secret
be my listener
be my advisor
be my driver
bully by me
treat me eat
be my ATM as well. :D
brother, i love you.
thanks mummy for giving me a brother like this.
btw,i dont like that dream!
what the heck is that
my brother dead in the dream
you must be kidding me.gosh~


#24

12th April
a busy day
from morning 9.30am to 5.45pm
the JCLA members were stay in the ICT LAB 1
doing our job (design, email, finding sponsors, calling and blah blah blah )
everyone keep busying
i tot we have some game sessions on that day
but NOO
no one was free. >.<
everyone face just one word. STRESS
aduhh.pity ~
before we leave, we did a good job
(lemon,jean,eve,me) hacked Bryan Yap fb
posted many sweet posts on his own wall
straight away many people like his post
LOL

at night,
its raining but yet jean and me still going to lakeside to find them
promised to go they watched ghost movie together
hah
9.30pm reach lakeside and saw the two pigs still sleeping
aiyoo. they havent have their dinner and bath tim
while they went to bath
we hacked again their fb again
addicted to hack people fb today
*ps- especially Jean. LOL
after some time, Sam and Anni came
they came here a while to eat Lemon cook de dinner only


















all of us eating ice stick.













steamboat. :D

















she's just pretending only.haha















































































































now the time is 2.00am
the night is still young
we START to design each other face
LIKE A BOSS
(photos will be upload ASAP)
after that, we switched off the light and lye on the bed and watch ghost movie together
what la, the movie FAIL
everyone havent watched untill half ard fall asleep
btw, im think im the first one who fall asleep
haha, tired si liao la us.

we just slept for few hours
8.00am we get up from our bed and went to PIBAKIS( William Project)
something like OKU places gum
got performance, breakfast, cleanings, and photo sessions.
the event lasted untill 1.00pm.

so, this is what i do in this two days. no study dao my tutorials and lecture notes. oh damnnn
next week got small exam tim geh. ><

end here, hope you enjoy reading. :D

#23

today i met him in ict.
i think i have put down my feelings dy
heat no beating that fast
no that scare anymore
so we just say hi and passed by each other only la
well, its nothing. Chill~
life will be going well also without IAR. :D

#22

12 April 2012,
earthquake happened in Acheh,Indonesia
Penang, Ipoh also got feel dao
one of my friend said Senadin have
-.-
but i feel nothing caz i was sleeping
my family called me in the evening and asked me not to go near the beach
ok lo.but at night felt super boring dy
so we planned to watch Xiao Hai Bu Huai :)
seven of us going.( jean,eve,lemon,sam,sj and da jie)
we called uncle Vincent to fetch us go Merdeka Mall
OMG,when eve and sam up to the car.
they keep on saying the LEng Zais that they met in the Lambir 3 days 2 night camp
LOL
i think scared dao uncle Vincent eh
we talked here and there and laughter could be heard the whole journey to the mall
terrible
hahahaha
the movie time is 12.10am-2.30am
walaoo.first time watch dao so late.
and that my first day in this sem which 3am only arrived home.


#21

hahaxx
yesterday only said craving to sing k
and finally today i went dy
me and jean went to Bintang today by bus
lunch at there
then WALK to Terminal
crazy~
we called the taxi no
he no answered bah
thats why
we decide to walk there
and sing jo 4 hours
shuang si le
but still we did not manage to finish all the songs that we ticked
LOL
 
*it will be extra fun if more people join us.




#20

so boring ehhhh
everyday chi bao jiu shui shui le you chi
bcum fatty boom boom lo
furthermore,yao no car here
cannot drive out to somewhere
want fatt mou jorr~ ~ ~
today's my first day of tuition free week
my heart already in Miri Town dy,

but unfortunately my body still stuck in Villa
SHEATTT!!!

my desire to sing k in Terminal havent fulfill arhh
who can date me out pleaseeee
this sem all my classmate and groupmate suddenly sot liao jiang
become so guai and seldom hang out dy
sad~

oh JCLA,you have become one problem for me also
 i like art but actually i not really like to design thing
maybe i just like to draw and color
luckily i dint go for Graphic Design in KDU / The One Academy
if not i think i ard commit suicide

this is the ticket,the 6th time design.










and today i designed for the t shirt also
i hate designing t shirt
but i ard promised albert
i had to force myself to do my best on it.


























i have the feeling both will banned by Albert
hhahaha
nvm, at least i had done for the 1st draft.
GOD BLESS ME.
hees!



#19

really none of a single word from you
you will never know what you've lose until im gone.
or maybe you dnt have any feeling at all.

#18

actually i do stalk your blog everyday
and you dont know that for sure
and actually you dont know me
i met you once only since the day i study in Curtin University
i think we dont have the opportunity to meet together
truly i dont like to see you also
just curious about whats up to you in Miri
geh po sangat saya.
duhhh
-.-lll

#17

我觉得是这样:

当一个人不爱你,却也不拒绝你,还要与你保持朋友关系。那么,忘记它,抛弃他。他不爱你,你应该知道,他只是想利用你满足他虚荣的心。


这样的男人不值得爱。

#16

不管多久没见面,我们彼此还是老样子,脾气差,爱面子,说话大声不注意仪表,可是永远笑得那么开心。其实所谓的好朋友就是这样,无论在那里生活多久,许久不见后再相聚也不会尴尬,那么的轻松自然,会为你的伤心心疼。





#15

this is true

真正的好朋友,

并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题;

而是在一起 就算不说话, 

也不会感到尴尬。


remember the days we spend together?
and i know sometimes i do always keep silence but im giving attentions on you guys conversation
dnt need to worry bout me yea.

#14

well done
you break it
and now i know the answer
bye bye

#13

a memorable april fool i had for todey
going to lakeside celebrate ah Boon 20st Birthday
actually we made a fool on her
we do lied her and said that we are going to Terminal sing karaoke for the day
at the end we bbq in lakeside
yeah. thats bravo
many Lanians came
we do have a precious moment together
and snap a lot of pitcha too
awesome!