Go with the flow

Sometimes we need to
stop analyzing the past
stop planning the future
stop figuring out precisely how we feel
stop deciding our minds exactly what we want our heart to feel
sometimes we just have to go with the flow and JUST ENJOY LIFE!

狮子座

狮子们总是心软 即使是面对着那个一次又一次伤害自己的人。狮子很固执 但是面对着一个很在乎的人 固执的性格却消失了。狮子很傻很天真成天以为开怀大笑就可以忘记内心深处的疼痛。狮子总是这样 总会去安慰伤痕累累的同伴 而自己的伤口却只能由自己来治愈 他们真的很笨。

狮子吃软不吃硬 经常口是心非 很乐观又很悲观 安全感不多 有点感性 有些话即使害怕错过也不说 常常被人骗 小敏感 小洁癖 小心软 害怕受伤 总说自己不孤单 其实很寂寞 对陌生人冷冷的 熟悉后就嘻嘻哈哈 总表现的很坚强 其实很软弱 总被人误解 却不愿解释。

狮子给人感觉一向大大咧咧 不拘小节。其实 外表看似粗犷的狮子 也有TA小小细腻的一面。狮子的心思慎密 有强烈的保护欲 懂得照顾每个人的感受。狮子是不惧任何言辞的 有狮子出没的地方 旁人不会感到孤单 气氛永远不会冷场。除非 狮子情绪不佳 刻意想使场面冷淡。

狮子重感情 容易满足 更容易受伤 总有一种被忽视的感觉 付出的远超过得到的 很固执 不懂得放弃 一点点事就胡思乱想 在别人面前笑得很开心 一个人的时候却很落寞 陌生人前很安静 朋友面前胡闹 不喜欢一个人逛街 心情不好时喜欢听忧伤的歌 经常不经意的发呆。

狮子看起来很坚强 不容易让人看见心伤。在感情中就算分手 也会带着无所谓的面具 默默承受一切。也正是因为这样 要强的狮子会让大家误以为对情伤无所谓 可以很快好起来。事实上 狮子对爱情非常有责任感 一旦爱定某人会非常认真的付出 狮子一旦决定了方向 就不容易改变。
















201111

happy birthday my angry bird little brother!!
have a great dinner with siblings at Capuchino Cafe.
:)
will delay celebration for him on the next day. <3

相遇

噢?
原来我们已经相遇过那么多次了
可就是不相识
我也没能留意到你的出现
现在不同了
是你闯入我的世界
又或者是说我不知不觉的喜欢上你了?
好乱吧。。。


-冷血动物-  

what do you think?

A simple text, "Good morning" and "Good night" can go a long way. 
It just showing her, she is the very first and very last thing you think of.
:)

猜不透


相处会比分开还寂寞

两个人都只是得过且过

无法感受每次触摸

是真的 是热的

如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由

那我宁愿回到一个人生活

如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口

那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错

我已不想追求

越是在乎的人越是猜不透

it's all about feelings

These few days i saw many posts in fb
about they want to go back their hometown and bla bla bla
it makes me feel homesick :/
i miss my family members so much.
especially my mum's cooking.
currently listen to this song "xiang tai duo"
got some sentences so suitable for my situation now.
damn emo after listening to that song.
but i just cant stop listening. ><
tml is my first day of final exam in foundation sem 1
hope i can get high passing marks. LOL



sucks nite.

the climax for today is so windy and rainy day.
although i am wearing sweater but also feel damn cold.
what the fuck with this jacket. cant keep me warm even. grrrrr.

i go nsa study with my classmates around 12pm.
around 3pm i meet Ian at NSA, he said he will come back study again bout 9pm untill 1am
then i request whether he can fetch me home.
he said no problem. :)
i stay at school to study until 4pm then decide to ask JJ to fetch me go home
because i want to eat 1633 de butter chicken rice so badly.
i hesitate of eating Maggie all the days. 
when i go to bus stop i notice the wind is freaking strong. 
i text JJ and ask him dnt want come and fetch me dy.
because it is not convenience and i dnt want to trouble him.

study study untill 1.30. 
Ian still not coming. i give a text to him and remind him i still at NSA.
he said he's drunk because he attend someone's weeding.
and he cant drive, he can only fetch me back int the next morning.
i was like omg!!! NSA there only left me one people.
my first person come to my mind was JJ. 
but i still dnt want to tell him first because it is late 
then i think about my classmate who living near senadin.
but they sleep dy.
so i ask albert whether his housemate got car anot
but he said no car and he the only person in the house.
urghhh
no choice. i go find JJ.

JJ answer cant because it is late.
><
what answer is that
and dint even ask isit me alone there 
just imagine how a girl feel when you say no
first you have car
second you not living so far away also
third my condition really is emergency
forth we are not random friends ( FUCK! i dont what is the relationship i can say between you and me)
for that moment,my heart broken
i dnt knw how to explain
deep disappointed and sad~
another way albert keep helping me to solve the problem
he even want to ask less or siew yew to fetch me.
or overnite at daneeta's dorm. 
at first i am not willing to because it is scary also 
have to walk alone to lakeside in the midnite
unfortunately, my phone battery low also :(
but noone can help.no choice.
i tell myself i can face it! and ask myself dnt scare!
JJ ask me how? i said i maybe go daneeta place
he replies
yea..
go there..
dont alone at nsa there
go there stay ba..

*just like this...
my feeling go DOWN again once more
he treats me like a normal case
even my classmate more worry than him
i feel so down and emo
it is a emergency stuff for me
it is 2.30 in the morning and i alone at NSA. >.<
i dint reply him and rush to daneeta place because she said she is going to sleep soon.
i received his call but i dint answer
just dont want to talk to him and im moody dy.
he is too bad.
can leave me alone in campus.
the feeling is damn sucks

when i reach daneeta dorm, the first thing she asked me was where's JJ.
why he's not coming to fetch you?
i was like errr. because it is late ady and he just come back from other place.then cant fetch me. @.@
when i get into her room, albert inbox daneeta and ask whether i reach dy or not.
albert just a friend, but he also worry bout my safety.but you?? got car dint even come and fetch me and just ask me go daneeta there. although im abit more bravery than other girls,but it is late at nite.
you should have to think about my safety also.
am i expect too much on you?
altight, the next thing i got told you i go daneeta there maybe but you dint even ask her about that.
i am totally heart broken.


Big SUck Day~

like vs love

喜歡一個人時,你會覺得甜津津的,滿面春風。
深愛一個人時,你如沐春風的背後,暗暗地會有點沉重和忐忑不安。


喜歡一個人時,你會在ICQ和他聊得趣味盎然,甚至通宵達旦。
深愛一個人時,你會獨個兒呆楞楞地在ICQ等他在線,直至深宵。


喜歡一個人時,他打電話來找你,你會跟他無所不談,開懷大笑。
深愛一個人時,你有時會怕出現尷尬的冷場,因而思前想後,
預先想想要說甚麼,才戰戰戰競競地拿起電話。


喜歡一個人時,你會想跟他見面。
深愛一個人時,他跟其他異性約會,你會很不安和介意。


喜歡一個人時,你會希望多點時間和他一起。
深愛一個人時,你巴不得跟他立刻結婚,和他永遠一起生活。


喜歡一個人時,你會對他有難以解釋的好感。
深愛一個人時,你會在心深處有一點點恨他。你會隱隱地恨他不夠投入,對你不夠好。


喜歡一個人時,你會很享受他無微不至的照料。
深愛一個人時,你會千方百計設法為他多做一點事,不計代價多幫他一點忙。


喜歡一個人時,你可能會同時也喜歡其他人,或者對另一個人也有好感。
深愛一個人時,你會發覺自己的心跟本無力去再愛其他人。


喜歡一個人時,你會說他喜歡的說話來讚美他。
深愛一個人時,你會因為………
他說話中用了一兩個很難入耳的字而久鬱不歡。






喜歡一個人時,你病的時候你會希望他來看你。
深愛一個人時,你會叫他千萬不要來,你不想他看到你蓬頭垢面的樣子。


喜歡一個人時,你不會跟他斤斤計較,也不介意花多點錢在他身上。
深愛一個人時,你會希望他肯和你分享你一切的物質和財產。


喜歡一個人時,你會有一點興趣知道他的過去,好使你更了解他。
深愛一個人時,你會害怕真相;聯想他和他之前的情人發生過的事時,你會戰慄。


喜歡一個人時,是你選擇愛情。
深愛一個人時,是愛情選擇了你,你會覺得你完全沒有選擇不去全情投入去深愛他。


喜歡一個人時,你還可以懸崖勒馬。
深愛一個人時,你已經泥足深陷,無法自拔。


喜歡一個人時,你會有愛的感覺。
深愛一個人時,你會有自卑的感覺。在愛的背後你會自感卑微,你無法逃避。


喜歡一個人時,你會有不原諒他的可能。
深愛一個人時,除了他不愛你之外,一切罪大惡極的事你都會饒恕他。


喜歡一個人時,你會覺得他配得起你。
深愛一個人時,你會覺得你有點兒配不起他。


喜歡一個人時,是因為他待你好。
深愛一個人之後,即使他待你不好,你仍不會捨得放手。


喜歡一個人時,你是被緣份牽引著。
深愛一個人時,你卻是完全被他牽著鼻子走,你的情緒起伏已經任由他去支配了。


喜歡一個人時,你對他的demand是inelastic。
深愛一個人之後,你對他的demand已經是perfectly inelastic了。




我对他带有点喜欢又有点深爱。。。

02030405 Nov

we used to chat frequently one week ago
but this few days we text and call less
i started to miss his voice dy
oh shit
i know i should have to not think so much about that
but sometimes im just busy wondering
now he's having holiday but why he din't call me( im inside his buddy list wert)
he wont get bored huh? or even miss me? :/
or just dont want to disturb me because im having exam next week
but i just want to tell you you never disturb me
i'll become more energetic when receiving your call
even just a short call also better than nothing
by the way, hope you get an enjoyable holiday with your friends or maybe your mummy.
:)