◕‿‿◕ Chloe's Blog: March 2012

#12

女生睡不着，躺在床上拿着手几上网，很感谢看到他在线，然后聊天，不小心睡着了，一直没

有回复，第二天起来看到男生最后一句只是轻轻的：“傻瓜，又睡着了？晚安！”

那个他消失了，
好像变不回以前了。

erh
why my pageviews went so high recently
i tot there are less people knowing that i have a blog?
friends, pls dont simply give my address to others
i not really want others to know my stuffy so much though this is public
hope you guys just understand what im trying to say.
thanks God. Friday is over.
:) a brand new weekends for this week.

#10

this is so stupid
i feel noob after looking at your picture
feel something geli like that
i would burst into laugh or smile everytime
uh- idk
just think yourself it is a praising or opposite way
:)
am i going to wait for you to fill me in with all my questions in my mind?
yup. you have only four more deysss.

and ya, i donated 350ml blood todey
that would be my first time to donate my blood.
and it's not that pain that i tot

:D

#09

He told me a big secret
im glad i can be in his secret list !
im the forth person who know that.
yeah.i know.im your yi ji bang sister! :D

cheer!love you and miss you.

#08

seriously
by reading your blog
i think you like him eh
hahaha
are you going to confess to him in this year?
i dont believe you just treat him as your besties lo
:)
just ignore me.
so bored till i want to stalk people's bloggie ><
assignment!
why you come so slow!
omo omo omo omo omo omo

#07

这是我吗
真的很不像
那坚强的我去哪了
哥！！！
救我
好想抛开一切，回到两年前的我。

#06

i saw your latest update
you said you cant speak out
isit to me?
i know i so self loving ><
btw, i really dont knw whether im just one side of loving
no one can tell me the answer
im just guessing around during this few months
someone asked me not to waste time on you
if a guy fall for me
he wouldnt doing that to me
celebration also no greetings
my random friends at least will text me and greet me
even christmas, countdown, cny also no news from you
sometimes i hate myself how can i easily fall for you
why i cant hold myself.
i also dnt knw
they said in a relationship would be more trouble than now
you would worry what they are doing
why are they not finding you
are they hang out with girl
flirting with girl..
and blah blah blah
so maybe Father want me to be single for this moment
then i just have to accept.
but you have to know
i can easily fall for you
i can also easily forget about you
try if you DARE.
i no problem!!

#05

今天又看到你了
可是我觉得有点尴尬的
你也没找我了
好想忘了我似的
我也不想打扰你
所以就没跟你打招呼了
是我制作的理由吗
我也不晓得

大忙人
忙到酱厉害！很赞咯
你到底现在是想怎样啊
是要我主动啊
为什么为什么为什么
我不要我不要我不要

难到
真的
一点
一点点都不会想念吗
那么无情
要来就来
要离就离
我真的觉得我被耍了
你明白这种心情吗

傻瓜
被你骗了
太baka 了

若不是在耍我就在这个月底讲清楚啊
就算你不想讲
也不会联络我一下哦
酱会死啊
我决定在这里写承诺
若你这星期真没找我
那我们就完了
就变回普通朋友
我会放弃
我也不会太难过
应为你会比我更难过
你失去一个喜欢你的人
而我失去一个不喜欢我的人

写完出来
心情好多了
晚安！

#04

recently i meet with two friendly housemate

they are from commerce too

hou ci is from kk de

haa

im not so sure

they are so happy when they knew i got play blog and twitter

but i told them i dint public them to my friends

except for my besties la

they asked me normally i will write what in my blog

i said probably will be all my emo stuff la

they dont like it

they suggested me to post more happy thingy inside

so that when i reffer to my blog

i would have a smiley face

glad to know you housemate

easter and xiao may.

#03

duhhhhhhh
sitting inside my room
feeling so blank !
what to do?
i cant take you off my mind
you make me feel bad today
just now i even didnt finish my dinner
feel like it is tasteless
urrhhhh

begin like this
me,jean and lemon them go to library before our malaysian studies lecture start
in the discussion area, i meet Amy Tang, Yee Wen and etc
dnt knw why i automatically looked around a while
i dint notice him
so i naturally begin our talks in library

then i meet george
he was just the next table of me
eww,that guy
so annoying eh
keep inbox me in fb and talk nonsense
what i got bf or i like him anot
damm you la
dnt have the mood to answer you also
the topics always the same
S I E N
okay back to the topic
so i just turn my head to my right hand side
want to ignore him only
but then i couldnt predict i did the same to my Him also

suddenly i saw him on my left hand side corner there
i cried out OMGG why he's here??
but i should be happy
because this is only the second time i meet him since i ard came here bout two weeks le
before that i always wanted to meet him in campus one
finally the God give me a chance today.
i saw him idk how to react
i automatically turned my head down and dnt want to look at him
i scared he saw me
but i wanted him to come towards me and talked to me
just like a friend did
but he also dint do that.
okay fine
i leave the library with jean,lemon and their classmate(xing ying)
i passed by him
and they asked me why i walk so fast
i dint answer but just smile
after the tutorial
i waited bus at the drop off point
meet boon and chat with her
damn
i saw him again!
what?
my heart beats fast and i find somewhere to hide
i saw mandie lyan and angel was opposite there
i quickly ran to them and ga ga yi chat with them
btw,also cant escape i accidentally eye contact with him
then just say a hi
and he walked through me
i tot it was the end of the day
how i knw he came back in a few minutes
oh god
when he comes near me
then he asked me going back to villa
and i answered yes
actually i want to ask back him why so late still staying at campus
but my mouth came out nothing.
just a word to him after that
Bye.

*i really dont knw how to do in this moment
are we over? just a very very normal fried?
i hate you. why you want make me fall for you
if im not the one, you should treat me specially
i dint force you to do that also
just a ques
you had feeling to me before?
or you just fooling me

tonight will be my eMo night
i freaking dnt like it.
T_____T