#94

It's been such a long time i never update on  my blog
This four months holiday passes so fast
In between there are happiness, sadness, sweetness, loneliness, boringness
Last semester I dint put much effort for my studies and i failed some of the units
This make me feeling damn disappointed to myself and also regretful for my mistake
 Start from this year, Im gonna make a big difference for myself
I promised myself and my parents that i would pass with flying colours in this new semester

About Love, all of this comes too fast
There's a sentence said that if a relationship started too fast , it will be ending fast also
Hmm by the way, is just after I knowing you, I realized your lifestyle is quite hard for me to accept
Sometimes I will persuading myself that it will be never mind but most of the time I just can't sleep well when I know that you're still outside in the midnight(3/4am) and sleep till 3-4pm. OMG
If we swap position, would you like what I am? I guess you dint like that? Going to club is okay but what if he goes So Often? Could you accept? Maybe it is the lifestyle in XX but i not really like that. That is so unhealthy and I am worry about you. I can't change what you are and I also believe that you won't change for me. Is this testing how much you love me.
I don't know whether I still wanna continue with this before it's getting deeper and deeper. By now, we just keep in touch and see how it goes when we meet in University.
#im waiting you to sober. . .